WHAT I WANT TO BE? WHO I WANT TO BE?

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum and good morning. Rise and shine everyone. It has been a long time I dont update my blog since past 7 months. Quite a tough life to go through and alhamdulillah I can make it.

Few things that make my 21. ahaks!

On my 21st birthday, which was on my cousin's weeding. Well, on that particular date, celebrating birthday with relatives which I think it has been a long time since I was kid :)

And alhamdulillah again, I received first class award,  for my parents exactly. I want them to feel "YOU MAKE ME PROUD". That statement brings 1001 happiness to myself. Eventhough, I know some people may think my diploma course is quite piece-of-cake course but hey! Not everything in this world, what you learn is easy as you said. If you ever think cant make it, so it would be.

So, back to the topic. What i want to be? or Who i want to be? Well, these questions always playing in my  mind. I never know, never expect, never assume, never predict who I will be in future. When I participate in "usrah" there was a discussion about WHO AM I IN THIS WORLD. Allah never created a human for no reason. There must be a reason for our creation but it is us to decide who are we going to be, whether it is good or bad.

In other word, we can achieve what we dream as well as we give benefits to others. Dont be an entrepreneur if you always bribe or fraud. So readers, have you decide on your own? Begin with me first.
I have many. I would like to be a traveler, where I can learn many things across my travelling experience and maybe from the experience I would be a journalist. Journalist who open the people mind to be more mature and think out of box. 

At the same time, I want to be an educator (internally), to my future children. I would like to educate and nurture my children very well. And out of blue, I was thinking about form a business on "children development" a.k.a nursery. I found that children is a special creation and they act how the adults act. 10 good adult equivalent to 20 good children. Do you get what I was trying to tell?

These careers what I am thinking now and I know I would add up more soon, LOL. What I most care about on I am going to be is giving values to people and surely to Allah SWT (our Creator, The Most High) Be a good and humble slave and insyAllah He has a good plan on you. It may not be good today but in future, you'd never expect it will be this good. 

Have a nice day! :)

Smile and Move on.

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

there has been a long while,
i have never feel this painful situation 
this hurtful thing really strikes my deep heart.

I thank Allah for giving me this test 
To be more stronger than before.
And improve my sincerity towards Him :(

I thank that person, too
For proving you are not good to be friend with
And tell me that you are the wrong person
to trust.

I should be grateful on what I have,
Without looking who above me or more than me.

Thank you.

K I N D N E S S

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
So, basically Im not a good writer nor interesting-plus-attractive blogger as well.
I write what I saw, went through and my thoughts.
I write just for fun and spend free time.
Some of my post may not beneficial for you so I beg you to not
read the entry okay? ;)

What is kindness to you?

Google defines kindness as;

"The quality of being friendly, generous, and considerate."

People seems lose their kindness now. I have been these situations which sometimes super annoying.

Situation 1;

*bumped classmate/ same gender strangers*

Or ego self-conquer

ME: *just realized she's here*

HER/ FRIEND: *look at me yet make serious expression*

ME: OK, fine.

Rasulullah always greet to everyone he met and he was the first greeter amongst others. And even, he would cuddle his Sahabahs before leave. 

Situation 2;

RICH-MAN: *he saw a beggar/ old woman ask for a donation and just lift up the hand and head said "No,thanks!"*

BEGGAR: *grumbled*

Rasulullah was the most generous person in the world. He always asked the kids or orphans came to his house and have some milk. Surprisingly, 50 people drinking the same glass which no refill and passes to each other. This amazing situation is called "barakah".

Situation 3;

In the train or bus.

An old woman stand near the seat and wishing a youngster to offer the seat.

Sometimes even the youngsters dont behave and disrespect people's privacy.

Why? Because they're very low in akhlaq or may be they dont know what considerate is.

There was a Jews who EVERYDAY yell and throw rocks to Rasulullah when he cross in front of Jews' house. One day, the Jews do not make that daily stuffs, Rasulullah feels strange about it and visit him immediately. The Jews fall sick and seek forgiveness to Rasulullah for what he done before but Rasulullah never get offended about it.

See the difference? Its not about different times but its about heart, different heart. Basically, kindness is one of the akhlaq which has been taught by Islam. Where this kindness gone now? No humanity in people's live in this ages. I just feel people are low/ bad of akhlaq.

So people, lets start to spread the kindness so yourself feel contented and peaceful ;)

boring post

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

How are you? Hopefully, you all are in His blessings and mercy.
I dont know what actually I feel right now.
I am not sure if my instinct is true.
People seems turned their back on me.
OK, I should stop this negative assumptions.

However, family is still the best people you can shower the love on.
Because they are raising up with you, growing together and
eventually know you very well.

Thats why I dont have a best friend to share everything.
I only have good friends just to feel the friendship
But I think it seems not right.

OK, whatever it is I put Him as top list of my life (you should).
insyAllah. Hopefully, this will be last forever.
I trust a friendship for the sake of Allah SWT but unfortunately I dont have that feeling.

Probably it comes from me who dont know how
to appreciate people or people just hate me for who I am. :D

Just ignore this entry if not beneficial. It is more to my personal story about
miscellaneous feeling. Till we meet again people. Salam alaik.

#Salaam alaik

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters.

Prophet SAW encouraged us to love each others as we are brothers/ sisters of Islaam.
and even Islam itself was founded by love
Love of Allah SWT towards His servants.
without love, you wont respect others.
do you know how to show your love towards your brothers and sisters?
Prophet SAW said that "Spread 'SALAAM'"
i think that the powerful of Ummah is based on love and Salaam itself :')
SO, all akhi and ukhti. dont just make du'a to people you already knew
but others too. they need your du'a!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t = May the peace and mercy of Allah be with you